can I not stay and live this lie?

Should not say anything bout the camp cos it doesnt turn out well..
Haiz...
Jus saw her blog...still wondering about a post tat she wrote..
Dunno if it really wat im thinking...
I jus hope she can get out of her dilemma asap lor...
I jus found out tat one of my mate is my love rival...Drama sia.
Nvm la...See how thing goes..
I really think tat i will not tell her for tis 3 years ler...

stuck wif "angel cry"-the red jumpsuit apparatus

the song is Yani send mi de...
It really say bout my feeling lor... (lyric are below)

"Angel cry-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus"
Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
[repeat]

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way
[repeat]

I think tat all for today la...
Trying my best to forget her!