Is five in the morning....
I cant take it anymore...
I nid ppl to tok to....
I wanna cry!!.....
I really really wanna cry
Now i dunno wat to do....
Tis is really 1st time i feel so sad loving a girl...
She fell in love....
but not wif me....
He say im a noble frenz...
While i say im dumb...
What i do now?....
Noon faster come i wanna go sentosa
I wanna haf fun...
I wanna forget about tis...
My heart is really hurting me....
All i can do now is jus blog n blog n blog
Becos all my good frenz are aslp and i dun wanna bother dem...
I feel so dumb not telling her....
I feel so stupid to help him...
But i noe he can give her wat i can n wat i cant...
I dunno wat to do now other den sit n watch dem loving each other...
Should i quit the job n go MIA?
But i nid cash for my next sem sch fee!
Should i be cold toward her?
Or jus be normal?
Im cant hide my painful feeling now...
I nid ur ppl...Can any1 wake up n msg or tok to mi now?
I cant jus blog n blog n blog...
I wan a voice to tok to me...
Even a ghost oso can i dun mind...
Jus tok to me~!
My sadness is wat words cant describe becos of my limited vocab...
I dunno wat to do?
i Kick myself out of CLIQUE 5...
If dere is her dere wun be me...
Cos i cant stand looking at her face n fallen more deep in...
I wan a way out..
I wan her out of my heart...
Sori laubu chris n travin....
Im no longer part of CLIQUE 5 i guess...
I cant face her until i sort out my shitty feeling...
I wanna hug her n tell her i lyk her...
But she is alr his...
Give me a break...
Let me forget her...
Might as well let me lost my memories...
Tt will be beta...
i cant bear to forget my best frenz...
So jus partially memory loss is enough...
I really nid help now...
Miss farhana...
How i hope i were still in sec sch...
U will be dere for me...
I nid u now!!
yani n siyun baby!
Wher u?
Tok to mi can?
I nid ur....
Laubu Travin chris...
I nid ur to cheer mi up!
Sabrina...
I nid ur voice now!....
IM DYING!!!!
I wanna slp but i cant...
Everytime i close my eyes i saw dem holding hand n walk...
I cant take it anymore!!!
WHER ARE YOU ALL!!!!!!

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