Ytd is lawrence last day in entasia...
kinda miss his lame joke man..
ytd i got 5 sales!!....
Broke my cruse but today oso stuck wif 3...haha

Tot got my pay alr can buy a baby lespaul for $150..
But i guess nvm...

i guess i gonna stop my expensive hobby lyk hafing a band..
Playing guitar alr..

Ytd mummy go see doctor bout her vision...
She nid an operation....
I kinda confused and fuck up now...
y eveytime i wan to buy a guitar sumthing bad will happen to my loved 1....
Last year wen i wanna buy a guitar...
My dad got op becos of cancer....
Now wen i wanna buy...Sumthing happen to mum....
Wat lawrence say is true...

The worst thing can happen to a man is SICK...

I jus wanna be alone for this few days...
Sori my bff n babys if i didnt contact ur...
I really wanna be alone now!....


*sitting down on a corner of a room...Thinkin how can i get out of the suitation im in now*
~stopping all the stuff that concerning music and guitar~
-leaving the world that im in...wanna die thinkin of the stuff-
Digging my brain off my head..throwing it on the floor...step and walk away

Girl if u noe who you are please message me...
I need you
But
You already have him...
He can give wat i cant
And
He can about u more den i do...


^goin to dance with the devil^
in another words im goin <HELL>